A thousand meadowlarks sing. The greasewood rings with their songs. There is also the faint popping and hum of motors from the natural gas compressor stations that dot the Grand Valley and traffic on the interstate a few miles to the south. I have stopped near Badger Wash at a hill with an S spine and a small round top from which steep flanks descend.
It’s early morning, still cool and long shadowed. I start walking up the steep western flank of the hill to achieve its spine. The desert trumpets, which have ovoid stems below an umbel of branches that bear flowers, are dense, although they are only a few inches tall. These plants have delicate, yellow flowers, only 3 mm in diameter, that look like tiny stars. The thin branches of the umbel that hold the flowers are like lines drawn on a star chart to show the composition of a constellation. I walk through a star field as dense as the Milky Way, although my footing is solid rather than cosmic. This hill above Badger Creek has a yellowish brown pinnacle but its sides are gray. The gray that I ascend is hard; it is crusted and has the appearance of dried mud.
I am looking for blazing stars, which are no more a star than are tiny flowers of desert trumpets, because I want to understand their distribution on the hills of the Grand Valley. I want to understand where a poorly known species, the Book Cliffs blazing star, is distributed in order to ask next why it is there.
A small camissonia that stands no more than three inches tall catches my attention. It has a bright yellow flower, in which there is a ball-like stigma that hangs to one side. Aside from the stigma, the plant’s flower looks like that of an evening primrose. The plant seems frail, and its single flower on a thread-like stalk turns in the slight breeze.
As I walk up the hill I see Thompson’s blazing star, not the species I hunt but a welcome find none-the-less. Although I knew that Thompson’s blazing star was in this area, this is the farthest east that I have found it. It is an annual plant that flowers relatively early and all of the individuals that I find on this hill have young fruits.
After walking halfway up the hill, I turn back toward my truck without finding any Book Cliffs blazing stars. I drive northward up a dirt road toward the Book Cliffs. A Bobolink flies across the tops of the greasewood. Its wings, which seem to fold like a Japanese fan as it flies, especially as it slows and lifts its chest slightly in preparing to land in a branch top, flash white and black.
At another set of hills between Badger Wash and West Salt Creek, I find the jaw bones of a rodent and the feather of a hawk but no blazing stars.
I backtrack to another road to take northward through the hills and stop where the road abuts the base of a gray hill. Another hawk’s feather rests in the branches of a sagebrush, but this hill also has no blazing stars.
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Hills occur in patches in the Grand Valley. Some are oblong and nearly flat-topped like loaves of bread placed side-by-side on a shelf. Others have more prominent peaks and sinuous ridges descend from these. The descending ridges are sometimes humped with subsidiary peaks. As I explore the hills, I begin to partition them into color and consistency categories. There are gray hills that have clayey surfaces that feel like hardened mud. Other hills are more reddish or yellowish brown, and these hills usually have gravelly surfaces, although sometimes they, too, have gray substrate below the gravel or even coal-like layers below the surface.
Each set of hills lures. Foremost, I want to see whether they hold a population of Book Cliffs blazing star, but the lure is more general. I’m curious about the mix of plants on each and whether I might find some flower that I haven’t seen before. Finding weathered bones or raptor feathers is also satisfying. The curves of the hills themselves have bodily shapes, like hips and the inflections of torsos, that elicit sweet wishes and memories. Those senses of pleasure slip when one begins to walk up a steep slope, but pleasures return when one reaches the sinuous ridge. Walking the S-curve that rises to a hilltop, one feels a part of the hill in each stride, sensing time and resilience, and one’s steps course like the elemental forces of water and wind that have shaped the sinuous slopes.
I drive out a road that has only two tracks to squat hills that have sparse vegetation. I ease over large stones in four-wheel drive, then stop and walk to a broad peak. There are no blazing stars or relictual bones or feathers. There are three species of loco weeds, and they are pleasures enough.
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What was once Highway 50 now parallels Interstate 70 as frontage road. The old highway suffers neglect and heavy trucks. It is rough and rudely patched. Whole surfaces of the road built-up over decades of use and repair when it was the main highway through this area have eroded, and one drives now on one stratigraphic layer of pavement and then another. It is a perfect road for botanizing. The rough surface keeps me alert and forces me to drive slowly. I watch the flowers at the roadside and wonder at the hills beyond.
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It is late afternoon and thunderstorms have been passing through. Wind ruffles the low vegetation. At the Utah border, I see Book Cliffs blazing star where the old highway was cut through a gravelly hill. I walk up the hill toward the plant. Stiff gusts of wind rock my balance. When I bend to examine a plant, the wind pushes my t-shirt from my back to my shoulders. I make notes and return quickly to the truck.
An obelisk marks the state line. ‘Utah’ it says on one side and ‘Colo’ on the opposite. The obelisk has been worn by winds and amplified by graffiti.
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Another morning. A gopher snake stretches across the road—it’s golden skin, spotted with dark patches, is bright in the early sun. On my way toward Bryson Canyon, I stop at a gravelly hill with a surface of yellowish brown stone. There are scattered junipers on the hilltop. This is the environment that I have begun to associate with the Book Cliffs blazing star, but I don’t find it on this hill; instead I find white-stemmed blazing star, an annual that is widespread and common in the West.
From the hills to the mouth of Bryson Canyon, the land has little relief. It is a sagebrush flat, like a lake of low shrubs. Needle grass shines in the sun at the roadside. Its fruits have long, needle-like awns at their ends. As the plants sway, top heavy, in the light breeze, the fruit heads swing back and forth like the hair of a model shaken back and flipped around. I watch the shining, swaying awns as I drive. In the movement of the needle grass, time becomes metronomic, ticking to the back and forth sway of the shiny awns, repetitive rather than progressive. In this state, I stop thinking about needs and plans, about plants and places; I feel the warm sun and pleasure of moving through the landscape with hills in the distance.